And another weird dream
One more for my gallery of weirdness:
In this dream, I was around some tree that looked like a statue, and I was walking towards it. As I got closer, it looked more and more like some kind of demon, with bones exposed and a “V” brow and bat wings that covered part of the ground around it, like a shell, with little spikes around. And when I got pretty close, I could see that it had a face like mine. And, when I realized that, some huge spikes came from the tips of the wings and crossed my chest from the back. That’s when I woke up.
I got so much scared about it that I went thinking what it could mean. So we went first to think that it is a tree, something natural. And it had my face. So it could be something natural to me. The demon, the killing… somehow I feel this means that there is a bad me trying to kill what I am. And, for some unexplainable reason, I got some pretty sick images closing my eyes after this dream: biting a girl’s neck (she had some really black hair, and I can’t remember knowing someone that looks like her), kicking someone and feeling pleasure over their pain, a rope being hold like I’m going to choke someone…
And there is something really really sick about it: somehow I feel this is me. I mean, there is this dark side of me that I didn’t accept and I think it is trying to get out. And I will let it out. I held that for so long that I can’t say I’m complete without it.
So… Just be careful with me while I’m still me. When this thing get out, I think no one will be safe.
