Realization and Pessimism

One of the things I really should look at now that I’m doing therapy again is my pessimism. It is not the first time that suddenly someone says something which gives me some insight on what’s going on and my pessimism kicks in and say “Oh, exactly what you wanted. Too bad you lost the ‘window of opportunity'”.

Again, I’m feeling like I lost that window of opportunity. And this makes me think more than I should. And worry more than I should.

Honestly, I’m trying to be different. I’m still a pessimist, but I didn’t give up yet.