Ok, it is a dream. So don’t think I just got nuts.
I’m sitting on a marble table, playing some game with Babaum and Marcus (another co-worker). Babaum is at the phone, trying to convince his wife that he can stay there and play while I’m already playing. Marcus is just watching, I think. Suddenly, Babaum gives me the phone, in a way that says “try to say to her that I can stay here”. So I pick up the phone and start talking to her, but she takes ages to answer. She says that he has stepping on the next day and he can’t miss it. I say “hold a sec” and ask him what he would do. He does a nice stupid face, like “I don’t care, it is your problem to convince her”. I talk to her again, saying that he said he’ll find a way.
At that moment, another computer at the left appears, on a small table, and my little brother is there. He does a small nice stupid face too, like some compliment, but says nothing, as I’m on the phone. Babaum’s wife doesn’t answer me anymore, and I say that to him and he says “She must be sleepy too” (I think he said that like we were up till late, where you start acting like drunk for lack of sleep when you are on a lanparty). I keep calling her, but no answer, so I hung up.
Again, the room changes shape, taking a “L” format, somewhat looking like the office (if you take boss room out). I get up and walk to there, only to see the first girl I got a big crush sitting on a computer (around the place where sits, except that the computer she is is facing the other side — yes, she is also sitting in front of a computer).
I come to her, say hi, she says hi and get up. She is in a night dress and adds that she was on a party downstairs and came there just to say hi. I point out that we should have a proper compliment and go hug her. At first, she says “beware! I’m using make up”, as to point out that it could leave some marks on my white t-shirt and keep some distance. I say “fuck the make up” and she agrees and really hugs me.
Then, out of nowhere, I’m on our old yard, on our house on Taquara. I’m trying to cross some wall, but some rose-bushes are in the top of it (just some branches, no roses). The thorns keep holding my t-shirt, so I give up and return home. On the way, gramma is talking to mom, both seem discussing something nice that happened. The pool ins’t there, so I get quickly into the house, directly into the garage.
There, a dog comes talk to me. It is a boxer and he has a very strong voice. He says he has something to show me and walks to the space under the stairs (for those who don’t know my old house, there was a stair that led from the living room and bedrooms to the garage and there was some space down there, where we could put old things, like bikes and such). The way he talk is somewhat of someone depressed, but still there was some wiseness in his words. On the way, I say “hey! You are not big anymore”, as I recall him being an oversized dog (with the same temper). “Oh year”, I add, “I recall when you got normal. Sorry about that”. When we get in the place under the stairs, he says “Look at the picture. It has the answer” and goes behind a small wall, where he lays, hidden, in a dark place (and this adds to the idea that he is depressed). Before even looking at the picture, I say “come here! Come on, come here” and start tapping the ground. I’m now sited, legs crossed. He looks kinda lost (you know boxers faces), but still stays lied, only facing me.
Again, another character appears, on the stairs. It is a girl, heavy make up (but not looking ugly with that), some piercings, some strange cut on her dark hair and some big silvery knot over her head (and no, I don’t know anyone who looks like that). She looks the kind of girl that does everything with impulse and I feel we are the complete opposites. She says “This is a special day” “Why?” “Is the 300the day after the Christmas of the millennium!” (I know it sounds stupid, but it is what she said). When she was saying that, she slowly moved towards me, in a way that when the phrase was said, our lips touched. She moved back, but I moved forward to get the kiss back. And then we kissed. And then I wake up.
I know it sounds very weird, but I got two impressions from this dream:
First, at the office, I talk to someone I don’t see for about 14 years, and we talk like good old friends. And she, being the first crush I had, is the person who got me into one year of complete depression.
Second, at the old house, I had the feeling that I’m leaving the house, moving to some place else. The dog shows me a picture, but it was like we hadn’t a nice conversation for a very long time, as we had some fight about ideals and ideas; as I’m moving forward, he decided to give something important to me, as a way to make things up again. The girl, as I pointed, seemed to be someone completely the opposite of me (even if I, sometimes, really act on impulse). The general feeling about her is that it was someone I would never had a decent conversation and that could never have a decent conversation with me. But, in the end, we ended up together.
Also, I think I’ve already saw both the dog and the girl on another dream, but I can’t recall them. And, even more weird, when I woke up, I had the impression that both were the answer for the three head snake: me, the dog and the girl were parts of the same person. Don’t ask me why.